Thank you.

Thank you for being a lesson in my life

Thank you for the pain, the awakening

Your actions sparked intense abandonment and despair

So deep, so painful, so visceral in nature

It knocked me to my knees

Forced me to look within

to question why the hell

I attracted this into my life

So, I let go

let the emotion wash over me

wash through me

like a tidal wave

it was

brutal

 exhausting

 frightening

but I let it come

No resistance

No thought

No analysis

Just overwhelming emotion

driven by generations of suffering

How to face such a force?

By having the courage to let go

and I did.

As the waves dissipated

and the tide receded

What was left behind

was

Peace

was

Love

was

Forgiveness

an awakening

a quiet Joy

an understanding

and gratitude

for the right person, bringing the right lesson

at exactly the right time.

Thank you.

(Now fuck off and never darken my door again!)